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Bridget [userpic]
by Bridget ([info]trolling)
at October 20th, 2018 (02:55 pm)

Seeing so many people begging for friendship...then having to do so yourself. It's sad when no amount of reaching out works. We can't all be shitty people. How does anyone have any fun on this server?

Don't worry. It's only me. [userpic]
by Don't worry. It's only me. ([info]itsme)
at October 20th, 2018 (11:12 am)

I'm so tired of not being good enough for everything you're willing to do for everyone else. I wish I could say this was pointed at one person, too, but sadly, I find myself feeling this way about you, you, and you, too. Why am I not worth the effort you give to others?

maeby fünke [userpic]
by maeby fünke ([info]sexagenarian)
at October 19th, 2018 (09:50 am)

having an idea for a game but knowing you will never get the player base for it because it would require (gasp!) effort. and collaborative world building. and not having plot handed over on a silver platter. and then factor in that this particular side of ij is so damn fractured and no one will step outside their little circles of player bases and we've all burned so many bridges over the years that at most you may get five interested parties. fucking depressing.

iddle troll girl [userpic]
by iddle troll girl ([info]bestla)
at October 14th, 2018 (09:35 pm)

"I want a game with actual writing and not just memes and random shit."
"I want a game that's super speedy and active!"

Guess what. You can't have it both ways. Writing takes time. This is becoming a pet peeve of epic proportions.

jezebel spankbottom [userpic]
by jezebel spankbottom ([info]babeheffron)
at October 12th, 2018 (06:28 pm)

Dude. You have got to let it go.

Jenbug [userpic]
by Jenbug ([info]jenbug)
at October 12th, 2018 (04:07 pm)

Dear Insecurities:

You can fuck right off into the ocean. You were not invited. The world is a trash fire and I want to escape into my pretendy fun times. I do not need you rearing your ugly head.

No Love,
me

Fuh Q [userpic]
by Fuh Q ([info]fuh_q)
at October 10th, 2018 (09:14 am)

I want to be motivated to write, but I've hit a wall and find myself looking for a distraction to occupy me instead. There are only a couple of fandoms that excite me anymore and no one seems to play them these days, especially not in games unless they're pan-fandom and even then it'd probably just be me. The few bites I've had trying to get psls disappear before they even comment on the custom they requested. I'm just.. blah. It's hard to stay optimistic about this hobby anymore. I have two amazing SLPs who I've been writing with for years now, and I feel really lucky to have those solid connections. But if I lose those, it's clear to me that I'm screwed in RPland because nothing else seems to stick.

SIDE NOTE: I can't comment to any entries here. Did I miss something?

steelheart [userpic]
by steelheart ([info]steelheart)
at October 10th, 2018 (03:56 pm)

Anxiety and fear of abandonment really make things annoying when my brain convinces itself that no one will miss me if I just up and disappear from this server. I've been busy with life. They've been busy with life. It makes sense that I've had little contact with anyone but hell it's a shit time for my brain to turn on me. I should be super happy with why I haven't been around - and I am - but this dread is really quite deliberating.

Kelly Garrett [userpic]
by Kelly Garrett ([info]kellygarrett)
at October 9th, 2018 (12:45 pm)

Pro-tip - if you're looking for fandom lines, it's a bad idea to bash any aspect of the fandom. Someone might be interested but then you bash something they like? Not very likely they'll respond.

. [userpic]
by . ([info]masturbation)
at October 7th, 2018 (10:05 pm)

I've been on a recycling kick recently when it comes to usernames because my one perm account, the one that has been providing my codes for years, doesn't have quite as many available as it once did. It's especially nice when usernames and already uploaded icons match up and all I have to do is reinvent the layout to make sure that fits.

But these usernames come with old...stuff. Bios, for the most part, and old screened posts, stuff that I can easily set to private, backdate to 2000, and forget about, but this one journal I'm reusing has old threads and customs and all the things that tug at my heartstrings because it was just such a good line. As always, I set them back to 2000, kept the custom group active so the partner in that line never risks losing their writing, and edited the layout of my journal so that, for me, those posts will never appear on the first page, but, man, it's just very depressing.

I won't come home if you can't come home [userpic]
by I won't come home if you can't come home ([info]themarsvolta)
at October 7th, 2018 (04:19 pm)

that feeling you get when you see something that reminds you of how badly you fucked up the best line you had in a long time. it's like tearing that old wound open all over again.

alleria [userpic]
by alleria ([info]merdamsel)
at October 6th, 2018 (05:13 pm)

why did i think it would be different this time around. i am all for angst and drama but letting me know what's up ooc first would be kind of nice. let me decide if i want my character in this perpetual limbo hell. news flash: i don't, in case you actually wanted to ask. i'm starting to dislike my own character now which is uncool because they're my main and favorite but even i'm sick of this shit. i know everyone else must be sick of their shit too because of it. time to revamp a little and figure it out so they aren't just annoying space being taken up. i have had this character longer than most and i just want them to live.

what's even worse is i figured something else out for them. i didn't need you to be around anymore and just when i thought i got over everything you came back. why. i hate getting too invested in a line. it sucks.

witchbaby [userpic]
by witchbaby ([info]witchbaby)
at October 6th, 2018 (01:43 pm)
current mood: annoyed

that was me you were so quick to hop on after you seemingly lose interest in our comm line. that was me.

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